Tuesday, June 10, 2008

PITS...

pits. dumps. whatever you want to call them - I'm in and it ain't pretty.

I feel like I'm in a rock and a hard place. At what point do you say to yourself - is it all worth it? Is it even about the money? Would the money make EVERYTHING okay?? I just don't think so. Does your sanity and self-worth have a price? Does pride and appreciation have a price? Does coming to a place everyday (where you KNOW you are not appreciated) have a price tag? is there a dollar amount that makes it okay to try and IGNORE all this BS, all the LIES?!!! I can't stand hearing all the crap - and WHERE is he even getting half of it?? I am babbling and not making sense. I don't even want to reread what I just typed. If anyone does even read this - please ignore. :-)